The year 2010

Wow what a year,  so glad it is over, their dad got out of jail and back in jail all in the year, awsome huh? Then of course mom and dad got back together off and on, hadn't heard from mom all this time, so now we have a sunday mom, she sees them on sunday supervised at my house , for several hours and then back to sunday mom, Its kind of odd though they know mom is mom and dad is dad , but they come to papa and mawmaw for everything , there is no bond at all , so when mom walks out the door, shes not thought of again until they see her walk thru the door the following sunday. her or dad are never mentioned , missed , life goes on.  In their eyes I guess they think every family lives this way, for they know of no other way .I wish sometimes I could get in their thoughts, to see what they see or think, do they feel the pain as bad as I do. I know they cope better than I do. Thank God for his mercy!  children amaze me, they still love unconditional, they don't hold grudges, that is until they get older, all they want is love. I know one of the things I told them when they first came to live with us was if you need a hug , just let me know, no matter the reason . at first thats all I got done was hugs, ,hugs  hugs.