So little time

I swear for the life of me . I don't know where the time goes ,its never enough time in the day for me,so much has happened this week , my babies now have a half sister, mom had her new baby fri the 11th. along with her drama. I sometimes wonder if she even knows the pain she has caused theses children, or that now they want to know why is mom keeping this baby but not us, they think since they live here then new baby should to, we've smoothed it over by saying this baby is mommy's and her new boyfriend so there gonna keep it with them. for now that works, and try to keep it in perspective for their sakes.but they are getting older and wiser, I hope this works for a few more years, mom's still in denial with what happened to them its easier that way.I guess, I mean how to you say ,well I wanted to party and do things didnt have time to take care of three babies let someone else do it, no matter who that person is ,or how much they beat,molest and hurt my babies, if I dont come home then I can say I didnt know anything about it, It wasn't my fault,,,,, keep thinking that mom!!!! dad just as bad drugs more important that babies,I dont have to worry dear ole dad and mom will raise them for me, I will party ,sit in jail party and go back to jail ,,,,,nina is five dad called fron jail and bless her heart she asked him "daddy why did you do this to us again' tell me she not way to smart for her years, shes going to be something else when she grows up and the other two also I don't think they are going to listen to parents lies or excuses for the way they chose to live their lives, only have one thing to say to parents you better be thinking of something good to tell them because time is coming fast.!!!!