Saturday, September 24, 2011

BLESSED BABIES

Well the girls have been sick most of the week, and school is harder on me than them. Amber is struggling so bad at school, and my patience is not what it was years ago, my heart breaks to watch her strruggle.and knowing I can't fix it, Their mom is moving in with her in laws and for the kids it is a bad thing this is where
amber fell and got a eight inch skull fracture and I do not want them going there, hopefully mom will get her house soon or I feel like she will be spending sundays here seeing them, I can't take the chance on them getting hurt again.I wish she would leave them alone like she did the first five years of their life,but now she has an imagine to up hold.and even though she is what she is the kids need to figure that out on their own,She takes them up the road for a little walk and tells them they will have their own rooms and lots of lies knowing that it is not their rooms they live here. they will have to compete with their half sister, on that room. but I try to let them down easy and tell them here they have their own rooms and it will be nice to stay at the new house when they get settled. sometimes I wish I could take it all away for them but they will be stronger having to accept things for what they are ,I just hope they stay as sweet and not become harden from their mom and dads actions, I guess time will tell I love theses little babies more than life its self .we are blessed to have them in our lives. I pray God will help us along this journey and keep them in his hands

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