Stress

Thats my favorate word, there is those who cause it, and those who help you deal with it, needless to say more people cause it than help deal with it.It seems Amber and Nathan are the ones who are having issues with dad being in jail and mom and her new family, Amber is so moody, crying, acting out and Nathan is just angry.and at our house the stress is high, I am the one holding the bag, sometimes I feel really bad, I need to stop openning my mouth and just listen to them, I have decided to go to court house and petition the court for child support, theses children deserve something to . Theres mom with the new baby who gets new clothes, a 600 dollar nursery and she doesn't even bring theses three a sucker, so sad they see this, Nina told farmer granny and her dad that mommy loves this new baby more than us. we tried to explain that little babys need help all the time but I don;t think she bought it. The good thing with Nina is we have had her since she was eight months old so we have always loved and played with her she more grounded it because of it, the other to missed out on being loved by their mom and dad at that age and we didnt get them til they where three and four. the therapist says they will always crave that attention,they seem so imature for their ages although it is not their fault, hopefully they will catch up, so we are doing to double up therapy, to help deal with mom and her new family and dad doing time, my motto is if your going to do have kids, cheating,lying and drugs don't go with children, parents make up your mind have kids and love them or be a druging and don't have kids

Journal in a Pen

Its kind of funny really, while working a V.T, they gave everyone a ink pen that of course has a usb drive in it ,and was told to me 'you need to keep a journal everyday of  that you have the children,when they se mom when they talk to dad etc so I have a cool pen and lots of data, and it was good advice, if anyone needs to keep up with a time line this is the way to go, then I joined facebook its like my pride page it has pics of everyone and stories of kids but that wasn't enough,and a friend suggested a blog, so here I am right now its for my eyes only and may always be who knows at least this way I can keep it always ,make it a book save it for the kids when I am gone lots of things, It is very cool, I want the children and who ever to know there is two sides to a story a made up one called my monstars or the real thing called brokenwings in the basement with only the hard truth no lies at all you choose the one you wish to believe,I lived this life.and so did these children,and we know thats good enough for us

Grandmas join forces

After social services not doing anything to help .moms mom and grandmother decide to get with dads parents and do something ,after all mom is sneaking around getting all of her stuff out of apartment,her bed her clothes all of her stuff, she knows shes been evicted, no time to wait , granny pam can't take them although she would love to.health wont allow it, candice is a single parent and really doesn;t have the room. or thr finances, so dad's parents step up we are now the proud grand/parents of three angels. we go and talk with mom , we are willing to let mom keep them until sunday so we can prepare something for them to sleep in, try to grasp the severity to this, but mom proudly decided no go ahead and take them now.so we do and so starts my angels in the basement!!!