MOM'S RIDDLES

Its really sad that after five years of taking care of her children with absolutely no help from here that she has the nerve to post on her blog,me monster witch and she would like to push me over a cliff and my life is going to be so grim after we go to court in jan,that shes gonna win in court, perhaps the judge will give her custody back but I don't forcee it.she doesn't realize that I have had the best years of their lives that I got to bond with them.teach them things that will stay with them forever,or that I have so many great memories,pictures and the greatest years of their lives, I got to show them love unconditionally,so them I will protect and fight for them forever,give them things that she never even tried to give them and the biggest thing is I have God on my side and thousands of prayers praying for them.so my life will never be grim,it will always be blessed in getting to raise them this long,and I pray that the lord will contiue to allow me to protect them. Nina the littlest one has always been my girl,she's been with me since she was 8 months old.she is the one I worry about,mom has always babied amber and nina has always been treated mean by mom.i pray that God makes sure shes safe and can keep growing into the beautiful girl she can be,but if mom gets her that won't happen so everyone keep praying for my beautiful babies,that God will keep them safe and where they are loved and loved

MOM HAS FLIPPED HER WIG

Its so funny really it is I took mom to court for child support and I guess the poor thing flipped thought she would have to spend a dollar on them so she filed for custody, thinking after five years she has a chance theses kids don't wont to live with her she treats the youngest girl like shit only because she never bonded with her how could she she put her in my arms and left never shed a tear just went and found her another man or two or three God I lost count,how many but the point is she left her didnt come back for five yrs and thinks the kids are going to jump in her arms even the oldest one wont want to live with her, but she asked for the battle so shes going to get it, for years to come I will fight for the kids til the day
i die this isnt a one time fight this will keep going until they will always be able to live with me even if they are eighteen when we stop fighting and theses kids are going to know we kept  fighting for them.

SUNDAY B.S

 Sundays should be for peace not b.s. but of course mom had to visit today and it did not go well .first of all her new husband decided to take it upon himself to kick my little toy chuhuhua this did not go over at all and then I tried to explain to him that I did not want Amber the oldest to lye for mom because mom decided to give only her a gift and not the others,and of course being as smart as he thinks he is it did no good so I believe things need to change its time to talk to the therapist to get her opinion.so far its hasnt been good and all this crap is not helping it

WHICH LIE DO WE BELIEVE

Mom has lied the entire nine years that I have know her, I never know what to believe for five years she was to busy to see the kids, shes had so many boyfriends that she was going to marry, then dropped,but finally found this thing to marry, its kinda funny the way it played out though kids dad got out last year for about a year we tried to help him he moved in our house, we were so hopefully he would go off the drugs and take care of his kids to no availe he decided to do drugs and to hook back up with amanda the kids mom so she stays at the house, but while staying there she was sleeping with dad and her new husband to be so she winds up pregant and once again we wondered whos it was this happened with nathan to  parentity test proved it was dads,  now this last one we hoped wasnt dads and it turned out to be her new husbands but the funny thing is in dec she thought she was preg and they picked out the name chole and she wasnt but in feb the baby was born and her and her new boyfriend chose the name chole to lol. 'now they are supposed to be  buying a house,which amazes me because I thought you had to have good credit now she has a crimanal record garnishments embezzlement charges no job no lic and her new hubby has only been on job for year if they can buy a 200,000 house all of should be able to ;lol  now we are not sure if we are getting a house but we have moved in with our mother in law ,and wanting theses kids to spend weekends there not a good idea ,so which lie do we believe time will tell

MOM NEEDS TO GROW UP !!!!!!

Mom's mentallity is questionable or else I have to much common sense,Last week mom decided to take a walk around the house with the kids,when she does this I know shes up to something,of course shes told the kids not to tell me but they always do, she told them she was getting a new house and they would have their own rooms,so I had to set the kids now and tell them she may get a new house but they would only visit and the new house was hers and her new baby and husband that their house was here but it was ok to go down and have fun at the new house.then I be darned if she didnt come here today to see them and the oldest she sneaks out and gives her 2,00 and tells her to see if I will let them go to her mother in laws house to spend the night,which isnt going to happen because the last time she went she fell down stair and got a 8 inch skull fracture and mom doesnt have a lic, so they are not to go any where with mom with no lic, but she still drives around with the new baby with no lic, go figure ! not theses babies! back to my story mom gives amber money and not the other two she should know they are going to see this,,well of course they do and amber tells a lie that it was change from money papa gave them to spend at store he gave them 5.00 each to spend and I knew this was not true,so I asked amber again and she said mom gave it to her here I am trying to teach theses children not to lie and to always be honest and amber feels the need to keep lying for mom.this isnt the first time she has favored amber,several months ago she gave amber 21 dollars to spend when she spent the night with her then the next week she gave nathan the same amount when he stayed with her well nina wont stay with her much because shes so attached to me.she didnt give nina any money her reply was you didnt stay, so pappa comes to the recuse and give nina the same amount. how do you have four children at the age of 25 and treat each child different this is really ticking me off, what do you think sound fair? theses kids are 5,6,and 8 then her new baby 6 months , I keep hoping she will get it right but I really dont see it

BLESSED BABIES

Well the girls have been sick most of the week, and school is harder on me than them. Amber is struggling so bad at school, and my patience is not what it was years ago, my heart breaks to watch her strruggle.and knowing I can't fix it, Their mom is moving in with her in laws and for the kids it is a bad thing this is where
amber fell and got a eight inch skull fracture and I do not want them going there, hopefully mom will get her house soon or I feel like she will be spending sundays here seeing them, I can't take the chance on them getting hurt again.I wish she would leave them alone like she did the first five years of their life,but now she has an imagine to up hold.and even though she is what she is the kids need to figure that out on their own,She takes them up the road for a little walk and tells them they will have their own rooms and lots of lies knowing that it is not their rooms they live here. they will have to compete with their half sister, on that room. but I try to let them down easy and tell them here they have their own rooms and it will be nice to stay at the new house when they get settled. sometimes I wish I could take it all away for them but they will be stronger having to accept things for what they are ,I just hope they stay as sweet and not become harden from their mom and dads actions, I guess time will tell I love theses little babies more than life its self .we are blessed to have them in our lives. I pray God will help us along this journey and keep them in his hands

FIGHTING SCHOOLS

Well thirty years ago ,I didnt have to fight school to get help for the kids,I have been fighting the school for three years now to help theses babies,not only has their life been hard,they have adhd along with everything else, so they really need help in school, finally getting some where ,Nathan now has a 504 this will allow him to get extra help in class and with the meds hopefully we will get them caught up to where they need to be now to work on Amber she needs help the worse and still working on her ,I have got to get theses kids liking school and liking learning or they will never finish, I spend every evening going thru the fits the melt downs, but we finally do get the homeworks down it drains me and so stressful but will be worth it when they get the help they need keep us in your prayers!!!